Once in my life this was a very special day But now as this day came, I find myself frowning in dismay Funny how life can turn 360 degrees in a bit And all of a sudden change your past into something bittersweet Fortunately I have Someone whom I can turn to To refrain myself from wondering what I have gotten into It still hurts but I know I am still blessed He wants nothing else for me, only the best
“I've never forgotten him. Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. Such is the strangeness of the human heart. I still cannot understand how he could abandon me so unceremoniously, without any sort of goodbye, without looking back even once. The pain is like an axe that chops my heart. ” ― Yann Martel, Life of Pi Everyday is an internal struggle. And IT IS HARD. On one hand I want to be as positive as I can but the other part of me keeps dragging me down. It's been months. To some it may seem stupid that I still have not moved on until now. Been claiming that am one hell of a strong woman but here I am, still crying myself to sleep almost every night, thinking what went wrong and what I did to deserve all this pain. A happy outlook especially at times like this is extremely important. We need all the positivity we can get as it helps us to be healthy. As hard as ...
Hey you! Happy birthday! I miss you. So much. Nobody will ever understand it. Even I could not explain it. So many thoughts running through my mind. I'd like to blurt it all out, so that at least my bleeding heart could have some comfort as I release my grief. I do not understand. Why does it still hurt so bad? Why couldn't I just let go? I want to. I need to. To keep my sanity intact. Help!
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