Random Thoughts

It's been a while. For some reason I thought of my blog while at work today so I visited this. Made me smile. Reading my past posts made me realize how I seem to still be that same person - simple. So simple to the point that sometimes I find myself boring. Maybe that's why...

Oh well.

Going through this blog got me thinking whether I should start posting again. Especially now that I have so many internal struggles, and a lot of things are happening (and not happening). Just an outlet where I can let go of what I really feel.

Do not get me wrong. I know am still lucky that despite everything, I find the courage to search for that inner strength to go on no matter what. Of course, all these through HIM who gives me hope when am this down. 

This too, shall pass.

UPDATE: And oh, just noticed that my last post before this was on the same day 12 years ago. Hopefully my new posts be more mature compared to those rants by that silly and naive little girl that was me.

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