Hey you!

Hey you! Happy birthday!

I miss you. So much. Nobody will ever understand it. Even I could not explain it. 

So many thoughts running through my mind. I'd like to blurt it all out, so that at least my bleeding heart could have some comfort as I release my grief. 

I do not understand. Why does it still hurt so bad? Why couldn't I just let go? I want to. I need to. To keep my sanity intact.

Help!


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